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i respect honesty but enjoy extravagant lies told by others who think they have everyone fooled. i purposly do things that scare me to try to overcome the fear, or atlest experience the fear before i can say that i REALLY am afraid. i make bad decisions sometimes, but always learn from them. i am overly friendly by nature, but i can teach myself not to be. i can't fly, but sometimes like to jump off of things and pretend that i can. i love nature, and can't decide if i like a sunrise or sunset better...maybe the sunrise because it marks the beginning of a new day - another life if you want it to be. i love my name - ciaira - although i used to think it made me weird. but i am weird. deal with it. i love strawberry anything. adrenaline is my favorite feeling. besides love, but love can feel like adrenaline if you alow it to. i can be overly emotional at times, although underemotional at others. bad temper sometimes and if you push me i'll fucking snap(your neck...just kidding). i enjoy art and adventuring. i love to write and draw (although i haven't much latley) and want to learn to spray paint. grafitti is beautiful to me, especially the kinds that hold meaning (like basquait's work). i like to read, but don't always finish the book. bad habbit of picking up new books and reading up to 3 at a time. i like to dance, and often do it for no reason. i'd like to learn to belly dance, but i'm afaid i need to aquire somewhat of a belly first. i'll eat almost anything. i love to sing and don't really care what i sound like. i cry easy when it comes to certain subjects, but i didn't used to. i love snakes but i also love mice, but don't feel bad about feeding a mouse to a snake. i have and have had alot of friends, but i sometimes feel comfort in a strangers smile. i bite my nails sometimes and twirl my hair. i hate that i do that. i'm quirky and sometimes unpredictable. i love my guitar although i am not very good at playing it. i want to learn how to play the drums and maybe karatie. i want to own my own plane by the time i am 40 and be able to fly it. i'd like to adopt children and also have some of my own. i like tattoos but hate my first one. i don't fall in love easy, but have alot of love to give. i like cheese, especially provolone. i like to dress up in other peoples cloths. i have a very dark side, but also a blindingly bright side. i am a good judge of character, but often give people that don't deserve it the benefit of the doubt. but i am working on that. i don't exactly know what i want to do with my life or what i am searching for, and i believe if someone tells you they know these things that they are a fool. i love the rain and to play in the mud. i've been to jamacia and would like to someday go back. i like to fish, which reminds me i need to buy a new fishing rod. i love the beach. i have alot to say and find enjoyment in being proven wrong, but i'd also like to prove you wrong. i fuck chickens. but you love me anyways.

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